So, Once again, it's the middle of the night here - or rather, early morning, being 12:39, ha ha. And, I should be writing a 2500 word essay that's due at 9am, but I'm not. And to be honest, I'm over it. I just don't care. Why? Why is it so important that we strive against each other?; that we compete, that we must be better than everyone else? I'm sick of it. Literally, just the thought of it makes me ill. And angry, unspeakably angry and frustrated. And tired. So very tired. Not sleepy tired, weary tired. fed up. Oh well, back to the grind, though I don't really know why. Hopefully this will end soon.